War has a way of making a person numb
inside; emotionally apathetic. After a few years on the front-lines, even the
really important issues in life don’t seem so important anymore. Even the reasons
you signed up for the war in the first place! You can just go on shooting
because, well, that’s all you have been doing for so
long. It’s all you know.
This “light-bulb moment” came after
over-doing it a bit with time spent in a group of female company. (everything is good in moderation :-) I “retreated
to the trenches” for a day in my holiday to watch the better part of the war
series Band of Brothers to recover. It
was one particular episode that really jarred me entitled, “Why we fight.”
The scene was set in a late stage of WWII and
the guys had grown exhausted from the emotional toll of losing so many friends
in the battle. They were fatigued from the constant stress of being in danger,
from facing daily scenes of gore and death; the wasteful loss of human life. In
short, the whole war was starting to look rather pointless.
These Americans began to ask themselves –
“Why are we fighting this war in the first place?” [What a great question to
ask yourself – especially if you are killing people every day!] After all, the
German enemy seemed to be just regular guys fighting for another cause, not the
demons everyone had made them out to be. When these moral lines became blurred,
the bonds that had once bound the veterans together so tightly into the “Band
of Brothers” were eroded. The friends became cynical, selfish and introverted.
I can totally identify with this feeling. Sometimes
I have felt overwhelmed with the brutality, pain and contemptuous disregard for
human life in this world. What an irreversible tide of evil there is. Like
recently when I heard that we must be on the look-out for a new drug that has
hit the market. Get this, its designed to fizzle and pop in the mouth and taste
just like candy! Its tailor designed to get kids hooked on drugs for life and
thereby secure a reliable customer for the dealer. Seriously?! [sigh] Fighting
for justice is exhausting work.
But it’s when friends of mine give up on
the fight and lose their way that this war really gets to me. Deceived,
trapped, killed. That’s how it usually happens. My friends go down like flies,
and that makes me tired, right to the soul.
The big surprise for the Americans in the
story came later, when they discovered their first concentration camp in Germany . They
obviously hadn’t been briefed on the atrocities that were going on inside these
torture camps. Nothing could have prepared them for the kind of sick depravity
that they were confronted with. This discovery was the jolt the veterans needed
to reframe their grim experience of the war. It confirmed their very first
convictions – that this was a war worth fighting.
What was just as surprising was that many
of the Germans who lived up the road from the camp were not even aware of its
existence. They never knew about the gross pain and death that their support
for the German government and the war effort had caused. Their patriotic pride
had blinded them to widespread atrocities happening right under their noses. Many
millions of German men fought a war with honour and vigour, but most
importantly, in ignorance. They were unaware that they had been fighting for
the wrong side, and through their efforts had caused untold destruction.
I find the comparison with our own context
starkly apparent. In the spiritual war that is being waged between light and
darkness we find the same unhappy state. We soldiers of the Lord who are fighting
for an excellent cause can easily forget what our cause is all about. When
we’re up close with the deceptions and misconstrued truths that “good” people
preach, we are tempted to forgive them their falsehood and justify their licentious
lifestyles.
“Why we fight” is to free those who are
trapped in the torturous web of Satan. We are their only hope. When we find
them we must drag them by the heels, not into a vain hope but into a conquering
kingdom. We must feed them back to health on the nourishing food of the truth. And
those “good guys” who are in the tyrannical regime of Satan give their consent
by their inaction and their apathy. Their blissful ignorance makes them aides
and abetters of the disgusting war-crimes perpetrated daily against humanity.
By the power of his love, Jesus fought to
“set the captives free”. He has called us to do the same. There are hidden
torture chambers and death camps all around us. Our quest, our battle, our
struggle is not a struggle in which the moral lines criss and cross. They have
been clearly defined. And have you noticed how much easier it is to “give up”
than to go on? In war, whichever side you fight on, whether the bullets hit or
miss, ignorance and apathy are always the biggest killers.
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